dj's notes and his thoughts

Bahkan pada saat aku gak memutuskan apa-apa, itu adalah keputusanku

It's been 5 days since he said that he wants me to be his lover..... Its been quite sometimes no one fills my heart... and this young fellow... melting me down.!

Is it love?
Is it lust?
Is it true?
Is it false?
Is it real?
Is it dream?

Well, time will tell........
But now.... im missing him in every second in my life.....
I can't lye to myself...
So, what is it?